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01/09/2002 Entry: "TWIJFEL"
Ik hou u even op de hoogte van mijn wel en vooral wee.
Er is iets ergs gebeurd. Afgelopen zaterdag.
Afgezien van alle tegenstrijdige gevoelens en toestanden loop ik nog met iets anders rond.
De vraag of je daarover mag schrijven. Nee, eigenlijk zeg ik het verkeerd. Schrijven is, voor mij 1 van vele manieren om iets te benoemen, te rangschikken en het te plaatsen. Dat mag dus. De vraag is of ik het goed vind dat andere mensen het lezen. Mensen in mijn nabije omgeving mogen veel van me weten, maar dit log..tja. Wat moet je ermee. Wat moet ik ermee.
Dus ik schrijf vanaf zaterdag 18.00 uur stukjes in mijn hoofd, ik gooi mijn Word-archief vol, ik praat hardop in mezelf. Soms word ik 's nachts wakker en dan denk ik:" Ja! DIT is het woord wat ik bedoel."
Als ik in andere logs stukjes lees over lijden, leed en pijnlijke zaken, dan vind ik het nooit TE erg. Soms constateer ik verschillen in vorm en dat ik misschien een andere vorm had gekozen. Maar nooit zit ik met kromme tenen. Het zal dus allemaal wel meevallen met dat eventuele geschrijf van mij.
Ik kom er nu niet uit. Eerst donderdag afwachten. Misschien staat er daarna ineens weer een lollig testje van het een of ander. En misschien staat er een zorgvuldig afgewogen mix van Word en Hoofd. En misschien pleur ik de hele handel ook wel gewoon op internet.
Tot later. In elk geval.
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Loggen doe je voor jezelf en zoals bij alles: bij twijfel niet doen, alleen als het goed voelt. Sterkte.
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Gedeelde smart is halve smart. Maar wanneer, wat en hoe te delen? We lezen het morgen wel ... of niet. Sterkte kortom.
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